editing away

Here I am up all night editing. What's new. I am discovering a lot about what ai do and how I do it and what I am like and what I like and dislike. I am putting together a promotional DVD of some of the highlights in my video making. Some of the footage I filmed, some edited, others still produced and directed. When it is all put together there is a bit of a hodge-podge. I would like to have a body of work that is unified. I can see my strongpoints and weak points. Most of all my critique is my greatest strength. I can do things so well in my head or imagine them dine perfect, but in geetting to it, there is a loneliness attached to the actual act of creating. I had to get here though to be ready for it. It never was really actualized until I had to do it. Hten came the fear and resistance to making the video. But then when it had to get done, I am here doing it. I am sacrificing time and comfort for the best quality that I can muster. I am tired, but still have lots to do.